tear's is always blame me :(

hurm hari ni aq rasa kosong sunyi bosan tak tahu kenapa haih. Apa aku buat semua je tak kene nk kuar mls nk bagun pergi makan malas haih. Kenapa semenjak dua menjak ni hidup aq jadi semakin membosankan menyedih kan kenape eh haih. Hanya dia je thu perasaan aq mcm mana kan ..  do u know something when i hear a song from hafiz and adira my heart became so touching and their lyric make me cry , make me feel that u will not come to my life hurm .. U so touch my soul even u are not mine .. Can i know y ?? haih tear's is always blame me hurm.......