Betul kata orang cinta tuh macam perigi cari timba bila kita mula menyanyangi seseorang itu ia bagaikan sekeping janji yang tak pernah di tepati kan . Hari ni dah 5 bulan 12 hari kita couple dia lah sahabat dia lah lawan dia lah teman dia lah cinta dia lah segala2nya bagi aku . Pernah kea dye thu yang aku mencintainya bukan pada rupa atau struktur dirinya . Aku mahu cinta yang mempunyai kejujuran yang tinggi , kesefaham yang mendalam , kepercayaan antara satu sama lain dan yang paling penting keihlasan dalam bercinta . Tapi aku tahu cinta tak selalunya indah tapi aku harap cinta akan beri aku sedikit ruang untuk mencintai orang yang paling aku sayang :'( .

study smart !

Designate a place for studying. You should have a place set aside just for studying, where it is quiet and away from distractions. Make this area comfortable, as well as useful, by preparing the space with items you need to do your studying. You don't want to disrupt your study time by getting up to search for things you need.

Get plenty of sleep. Sleep deprivation can affect your memory, making it difficult to retain what you have studied.

Take a break from your studies every 30 to 40 minutes to get something to drink or just to stretch your legs. This should be a short break, just a few minutes so that you don't ruin your concentration and get sidetracked.

Set definite goals. Decide what you need to study on that particular day and set a goal of how much you will try to cover. If you don't get through it all in the time you allotted, rethink how much time each subject will take and adjust your goals accordingly. Hope so i can study like this ! 

Mental Conflict

Okay in the moment when i really hate the way you treat me , i'll close my eyes and imagine to kill myslef . Then i realize how much it'd hurt my lovely mom .. Hurm life suck when you always treat me like a kindergarten child . I never understand what you want from me yeah i know i'm not a good son but please give me some spaces of freedom can you ? Why you must treat me like that ? Some of question that i never get the answer seriously i don't know why ? Sometimes it hurt the most but life must goes on and i feel like i'm not your child . You never ask me in a good way you always curl up why ? why ? what should i do to make you feel better ? Study ? Oh i know i'm not good enough as my cousin right ? But don't you realize that i'm 17 teen now ? and one more thing i'll study hard for this spm examination but please give me some space to be a teenagers can you ? and this is what i'm think " Teen ages exposed to either stress physically and mentally that inflicting mental conflict . The question is whether it should be every teen life conflict? Are adolescent who did not directly faces the conflict of the soul ". The answer is inside your mind hurmm .. Seriously this mean deep in my heart and soul i'm so sorry if i frustrated you but the true's is this is how i feel sorry again . :'(

Jangan nak bajet hot snggt !

Eh capital A's kaw mmg mcm haram kans . Eh kalaw kaw bukan ex's aq dah lama aq bom kaw tp aq tk smpai hati nk tgor kaw lah . Tak pe kaw relex jea tp hidup kaw jgn mcm bgus2 tau aq thu kau selalu tlg aq tuh pun psl lgu jea . Tapi agak2 lah jangan buat mulut busuk kaw tuh ckp aq selalu call kaw lah ape lah kaw ngn pakwe kaw same kasi letak satu rumah meyh sini aq bom's . Kan baik kaw jge pakwe kaw tuh adeh ! Pakwe kaw pun mcm hot2 jea nk usha awek aq bagai ! Aq maseh diam lagi kalaw bom nk meletup esok pun aq g letup an kepala kaw dua orng lah haih . Mood : masih bersabar <3

Aku tak jawab call awek kecuali yang betul betul rapat atau hal penting. Aku tak mesej kalau untuk suka suka. Kalau aku mesej, orang tu penting. Aku tak mudah bagi no telefon kat orang lain and I'm currently texting with my friends only . Aku juga jenis yang suka bergurau tak perlu nak jeles bagai sebab ape yang aq tulis bukan maksud aku yang sebenar so jangan bertangapan negatif . Aku pun ada sifat cemburu tapi jangan la buat aku macam ni boleh ? Btwy aku tak suka kau tengking2 aku cukup lah sekadar bercakap dengan nada yang perlahan kerana aku bole mendengarnya okay :D

Kerluarga atau Kawan :)

Keluarga itu utama. Keluarga itu pertama. Selayak dan seharusnya.
Mereka penyuap suka tawa tika kau terlentang laparkan kasih sayang.
Mereka hulur ringgit sen saat mata kau berpusing dengki harta keliling.
Kawan? Cuba kau ketawa. Turut sama berdekah mereka menepuk nepuk meja. Sampai ada berair mata. Sekarang cuba pula kau menangis. Maka kosonglah kiri kananmu. Lagi bodoh bila ada yang masih ketawa bila kau menangis. Paling bodoh maksima bila ada menyalahkan kau kerana menangis. Tapi keluarga kau akan tetap kekal walau suka, duka, sedih, tangis, susah, senang. Tak pernah berkira. Jadi fikir, kawankah atau keluarga yang utama? Kawan atau keluarga?

lumrah

Kata orang ,"Kadang kadang hidup ni gampang". Memang. Tapi bukan sepanjang hari terbentang. Bagi aku, hidup ni la senyum manis. Aku tong sampahkan luka duka, balut parut sedih ketat ketat. Biar rapat sendat penyekat nikmat. Lepas tu aku senyum balik tengok kesan kesan calar balar oleh hunus siksa dunia tadi. Dunia gampang korang tu penuh pelangi kalau disiram positiviti =]